Wednesday, 19 August 2009
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你的眼光其实我都感觉得到
有些事情本来就很奥妙
无心的玩笑故意挑剔的争吵
都是爱情的前兆
你的眼泪其实我也感觉得到
有些事情真的很难预料
爱情的面前我们真的太渺小
应该怎么说才好
其实我也不知道
其实我也很苦恼
其实我很害怕你想要的我都做不到
除了紧紧的拥抱
谁能承诺天荒地老
我的苦笑是否你能明了
其实我也不知道
其实我也很煎熬
其实我也想过放弃一切什么都不要
缘份如此美妙
却又如此困扰
是欢笑迷宫又像寂寞监牢
让人只想逃跑
嘿谢谢你对我那么好
我常常觉得无以回报
爱就是这么微妙
它无法强求
它出现的时候不必寻找
Tuesday, 18 August 2009
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G.I Joe!
Yesterday went to watch G.I Joe with Eileen, Hong and Eshlyn. The movie is quite nice, not including the disturbance i had with my contact lenses halfway. The movie quite fast moving as about 10 mins into the movie the fighting has began. We all thought it was nice except for Eileen. She says it was OK only. Haha.
Then after the movie we went to MOF to have dinner. I shared a egg salad with eileen and eshlyn but the portion for each person is like 2 mouthful? LOL! It was stated for 3 pax. Wonder how it would look like for 1 pax! Haha.
Then Eshlyn friend called and say she lost her phone in the cinema. Only realising that when she was reaching home! Scary right? Then only one of us were allowed into the cinema to search and i went. Basically i didn't even start looking and the handphone was passed to me. LOL! Just need to sign a document before i was allowed to take the phone. So while waiting for her, we went in Mos burger to chat. Chatted about everything under the sun.
Home at around 11.00.
Saturday, 15 August 2009
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Band!
Bsically today after school i went home to sleep and then met Jaron to go look at the lead guitar course. Decided to go with the group one including Me, Eshlyn and Jaron. So we 3 will be going for Lead guitar course to learn guitar's fingering. =)
Band name: Not 100% comfirm so not disclosing yet!
Vocalist: Jerry
Guitar: Jaron
Bassist: Eshlyn
Keyboard: Adeline
Drummer: EugeneKeen to accelerate the band's movement!
Anyway, i've heard this song from someone!
And i agree it is very nice and TOUCHING and totally to the point.被你爱过我很快乐
我们肩靠肩的站着
看着不停流动的河
这阵子麻烦你了
被我的爱拉住了
终于你要走了
还是想叫你亲爱的
而自由是你最爱的
回忆不断倒转着
时间却又不停的
彩排我们转过身
被你爱过我真的很快乐
被你爱过我更懂幸福了
你紧紧抱我温柔的我好痛
突然我才懂你不是不爱我
记得一定要好好的
不管遇见了什么人
你在我耳边说着
声音却飞的好远
我也终于勇敢了被你爱过我真的很快乐
只是成长要经过悲伤的
现在我相信那最深刻的爱
不一定会陪着我们到老的If things are meant to be, they will be!
Monday, 10 August 2009
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L.O.V.E
Cry out, the scream of my heart~
The bittersweet memories. Locked up in my heart for eternity. Tearing me apart from the inside. The unforgetable pain.
What's sad about love?
It's when you happen to know that there's just no hope for you being together yet you still pray to make it work. It's when your mind says let go but your hearts says hold on, and most of all, it's when no matter how you try to forget him/her you just can't, because you still love him/her & you just dont know why.
Try loving someone you've loved before and you'll realize that it will either lead to the same thing that happened before, or something better. Not hard isn't it?
But why not try loving someone who doesn't love you back. It's either you see yourself giving up or dying daily.
If you love and get hurt, love more.
If you love more and get hurt more, love even more.
If you love even more and get hurt even more, love some more until it hurts no more.
The gauge of how much you truly treasure something or someone is not how happy you are with them, but how sad you are when you lose them.
One grows distant from another not because of indifference, but because of fear. There's the fear that the hurt gets greater as one gets closer - a recognition of the tendency to fall deeply, and consequently drown in a quicksand of stupid irrationalities. Sometimes, what drives one away is not the absence of emotion, but the overwhelming presence of it.
Falling in love is never a decision - always by chance.
Staying in love is never a chance - always by choice.
And falling out of love is never a choice - always a decision.
Attraction comes to us by chance. But true love that lasts is truly a choice. Listen, fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen. We may meet someone by chance, but loving & staying with that someone is still a choice.
This last portion is for the ones who truly understand what it means. The ones who care, the ones who love, the ones who treasure.
Just because my eyes don't have tears, that doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry.
Just because you always see me strong, it doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.
Sometimes I choose to pretend I'm happy so I dont have to explain to people who would never understand. Smiling is always easier than explaining to all why I am sad.
It's never the tears that measure the pain, sometimes it's the smile we fake. A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eye, while everyone still believes in the smile on your face.
The person you love most has the best capacity to make you the happiest person in the world, and may give you the worst heartache you can never imagine.
Time can heal wounds, but it can never get back what we once had & lost. Time can't tell when or how we would move on after all was said and done, because God gave us time but we never valued this gift he had given us. So learn to treasure the ones you choose to love now, because when they go, there won't be time to have them back.
In life, I have done every way of fighting. Heard every painful truth, been in every heartbreaking scene, and felt that very dreadful feeling. I thought going through it all will then make me realize that i have to stop the fight at least to save a little for myself, but you know what's funny?
It is when I seem to be so much tired of it all but still can't just quit no matter how hard it is. And I have to continue hoping that one day, I'll be able to find someone who could love me not just "right" but "real".
Love is like giving someone a gun, having them point it at your heart, and trusting them to never pull the trigger.
I don't know why we all hang on to something we know we're better of letting go. It's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. Some of us say we'd rather have that something than absolutely nothing, but the truth is - "To have it halfway is harder than not having it at all."
I want to know someone who could ease the pain that I have, who could hold me tight, the one who will never let me go till every drop of tears that I have has fallen, till every strength that I have left has already gone. Then i can no longer move as he/she lays me down on my bed, sings me a lullaby till I fall asleep and whisper beside me,
"I will never leave you, angel of mine.
"I will never leave you, angel of mine.
Time may take us away, space may keep us apart, rumors and hurts may break us down, yet no matter where life leaves us...
I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE & I'LL NEVER STOP CARING."
"So give me reason; To prove me wrong; To wash this memory clean.
Quote From: Nebby"Taken from leslie...
Friday, 07 August 2009
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"Grasshopper" Day!!!
Today i was purposely late for my first lectures as i was tired. So went school at 9 instead of 8. Little did i know that the attendence sheet was collected by the first hour! Went there for nothing!
Luckily gene was also there for nothing, Muhahaha!!! Sounded evil 
Luckily i found out that i have not done my basic pharmocology tutorial, so borrowed sandy's and li wei's to copy. With gene telling me some questions that she remembered from what she has done. Barely finish it in time to hand in. =)
After all the slacking at the liabary, we were on our way to our marketing class when the GRASSHOPPER came into the story. While walking, i notice something moving in the path where we are taking. When we walked closer, we realise it was a grasshopper! Gene was so freaked out that she ran away with me, leslie and jun yi surrounding the grasshopper. We were looking at it when it suddenly turn to the left about 40degrees then to the right till it was facing jun yi. The grasshopper then leap towards her and hit her in the elbow or wrist (forgot). She then shriek and scare the girls from SIT behind us who were wondering what we were doing. We then conclude that the grasshopper was a male and was trying to molest junyi but didn't manage to leap high enough! End up hitting her hand. LOL!!!
Tired, so shall stop here
Tuesday, 04 August 2009
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Having chanced upon this story.
One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office.Apparently, they are there to file a divorce.
The lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story....This couple had been quarreling for over their 40 years of marriage, and nothing ever seems to go right.
They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce.
The lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 years of marriage at the age of 70, he couldn't understand why the old couple would still want a divorce.
While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband,"I really love you, but I really can’t carry on anymore, I'm sorry." "It’s okay, I understand.” said the husband. Looking at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them, wife thought, why not, since they are still going to be friends.
At the dining table, there was a silence of awkwardness.The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady, and said "take this, it’s your favorite.”
Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe there’s still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer, "This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how I feel, and don’t you know that I hate drumsticks?"
Little did she know that, over the years, the husband have been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's favorite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drumsticks even though all he wants is the best for her.
That night, both of them couldn't sleep, toss and turn, toss and turn...after hours, the old man couldn't take it anymore, he knows that he still loves her, and he can’t carry on life without her, he wants her back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her "I love you". He picks up the phone, he started dialing her number.... He never stop dialing....
On the other side, she was sad, she couldn't understand how come after all these years, he still doesn't understand her at all, she loves him a lot, but she just can’t take it anymore....phones ringing, she refuses to answer knowing that its him..."what’s the point of talking now that it’s over...I have ask for it and now I want to keep it this way, if not I will lose face." she thought to herself. The phone was still ringing and so she have decided to pull out the cord...
But she didn't remember that he has heart problems.
The next day, she received news that he had passed away. She rushed down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone. He had a heart attack when he was still trying to get through her phone line.
As sad as she could be. She will have to clear his belongings. When she was looking through the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from the day they got married, with the beneficiary being her. And together in those file, there was this note...
"To my dearest wife, by the time you're reading this, I'm sure I'm no longer around, I bought this policy for you, though the amount is only $100k, I hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that I have made when we got married, I might not be around anymore.
I want this amount of money to continue taking care of you, just like the way I will if I could have live longer. I want you to know I will always be around, by your side... I love you."
Tears flowed like river......
"When you love someone, let them know. For you will never know what happens next. Learn to build a life together. Learn to love each other for who they are and not what they are."
Sunday, 02 August 2009
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Revival of this blog!!!
Finally i feel like blogging again!
First i'll talk about friday.
Sorry ade that i was late in picking you up. The taxi just wouldn't drive fast enough yeah. After picking up, went straight to botak jones. Not surprisingly, Jaron was late again. So meet sang, huah and xuan at the void deck and chit chat luh. For 1 whole hour!!!
After the lovely dinner, went to jaron home to take our score for the songs. Then i found out i have a bruise on my right thigh. Then huah suddenly pressed it which makes me shout in pain. After that sang's turn to bully me, but strangely the one shouting was huah. As if sang was rubbing her bruise! HAHA!
Then ade has to go home so we took off but we meet meli at amk central mac to chat. So we chatted about holidays overseas. It would be Hong Kong, Korea or Japan!!! =)
Then i send a girl who doesn't know how to instruct the cab driver back to her home. Then Home sweet home for me myselfSaturday....
SInging lessons today! Went there at 3 to practise for our exams. The song that i pick was way too hard. Don't think i'm singing that song anymore. Singing Lian AI ING! =)
Then today's lesson was us singing our exam songs with winnie and jamie playing tap tap on cheryl's phone. But they sang Tuo Xie also. Once each!
After the lesson i thought of going back home but i receive a call from joan to go to rivervale mall. Then when i reach sengkang i took a cab there and collect a cd from Mr Tan. To my surprise i saw Bi Yong, Our Basketball team's Forward! He was working part time for his uncle while waiting for enlistment into the army. We chatted for awhile and i went to NTUC to buy some stocks for my kitchen. =)
I order a curry rice to take away and enjoy it at home with a glass of red wine. Then watch some videos online and sms before turning in for the night!
Monday, 01 June 2009
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2nd recording!!!
Saturday was the second recording. Doing the harmonization for our melody. =)
Jaron was first to go in as last week i was the first. As usual, he was super nervous. But sang pretty well that day. He cant reach the high notes so me and hediaki taught him to squeeze his ass in order to hit the key. We were doing the action, it was like super funny. Then it was me, but this time it was like i have gown use to it, not feeling nervous. Then a few take and i'm out, not much special things happen. Next was cheryl, her sore throat was better so no problem. Jamie went in and she mis-pronounce a word. it's duper funny as well. Last it was Winnie, she sang well but i accidentally made her laugh hence she has to do it again. I mimic her action causing her to burst out in laughter. Opps. =)
Next went to chruch again and i know a lot of students from NYP. Don't remember all their names but will try. Receive a card from hyalyn and evangeleen. Thanks lots. =) Enjoyed the day much.
Sunday, 24 May 2009
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English!!!
Finally back to blog. Decided to blog in english as if i blog in chinese, there are TONS of complaints. haha.
Yesterday, finally recording time. I went in the recording studio first and start recording. The first try was like OMG, how could it be so bad. Estella Lao Shi says i was tooo nervous hence the tightness in my voice. The recording studio was scary lo, the whole room is black as sponge is place on all side of the wall to keep the voice in the room. Luckily 2nd take was not too bad hence i only have to edit the song by singing parts to perfect it. =) Then the Jaron and Estella Lao Shi was inside laughing at me coz my leg were like non stop shaking. Haha. After i was done, Jaron went in. His first take worse than me coz he super nervous. Now my turn to laugh at him. It was fun to stay inside the room opposite the recording studio looking at the singer inside. We can control wad we wan them to hear. =) Cheryl was next and she did well. Her dynamics is one of the highest among us. Cool la. Then Jamie sang something funny as her voice was shaking at a very constant rate. Super funny. Lastly Winnie went in and sang. She took only one take as there isn't enough time. Looking forward to hear her sing the next round. =)
Then we went to the BANANA, PEANUTS AND BUTTER. It's a Drama and Sing session by Hope church. Then we went for dinner and then into the event. The christians there are duper friendly which introduce themselves at sight. The songs that they sang were nice and good inspirations for composition of our band songs. Their lead singer is super powerful and nice. =) The play was funny and teaches me quite a lot of things. Then i thought of being a christian. Still deciding right now. Then went to NYP's friend birthday and have to leave halfway as Jaron have to go. So home sweet home. Enjoyed the day much. =)
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